ima not supposed to love you
ima not supposed to care
ima not supposed to live my life
wishing you were there
ima not supposed to wonder
where you are or what you do
ima sorry. i cannot help myself
cause i m in love with you!
i try my best not to think of u
try not to has u in every part of my brain
but i cant control my mind
i cant stop to think of u every moment
so i try my best to use all my time to work
so i can stop thinking of u at that moment
but please let me love you for just awhile
not too much of the time
just awhile more just do
i just let u go and do what u need to do
i wish for your happiness forever
my love

Saturday, September 23, 2006

hehe...today working is not bad...i e morning i do buffet..it is a easy job..not tough at all...nice...e reason dnt tell u all...haha..tonight is ra function..i knw i did alot of wrong thing tonight but he didnt scolded me lei...he teach me how to do some of the thing ...hehe,e whole function ws quite relax..haha...i clear e jap cup...there is alot of it..haha...then clear e ballroom..then do some setup..i wan given instruction to do foyer ..actually nv do that before feeling scared..luckily a auntie came and help me...after everything i feel a bit guity toward ra cos keep doing e wrong thing..haha..happy for zhen cos she pass her theory test jia you for e nxt test..mic anything talk to me..hehe..amy so happy to work with u ..haha..dnt think i dnt knw u kep on staring at e jap man hor!!haha joking la..hehe..gdnite everyone.. Thursday, September 21, 2006

today actually i didnt do much of the thing just tidy up my room and accompany my mom to plaza...hehe..later i must go and study le,my physic and chem..hehe...just now that amy and mic found a new job..happy for them ..but they abandon me..let me work alone in four season,so sad...haha..so bad..haha..nvm la..happy for them ..today need to work le so today must has a early slp... Wednesday, September 20, 2006

today feeling so wonderful...cos we has a gathering at east coast....so nice to be with my babies...so long nv go out with them le ...especially east coast....i miss my sea so much....i miss e sound of e sea..haha..the blue clear sky...so happy..we ride bicycle for the whole day..but in between iwe went to drink sugarcane for two time and eat the fries for$2 hehe...and after the whole day i found out that my skin colour is different from the skin that hide inside my clothes...haha...zhen fri driving test jia you lei..dnt worry do your best can le...so sad cos three more week i m going to start sch le...so sian lor...nvm after sch reopen i can still go find my babies we r free....hehe...jai you jia you!!! Saturday, September 16, 2006

today feeling quite tired feel like sleeping all e way ..haha..just wake up not long ago...zhen must take care of yourself hor..mic seem very happy today..amy so firece..

today go to orchard with mic and amy ..actually plan to watch a movie but we choose and choose still cant find a movie that interested us wan..so in ed we went to pastamania to has pasta and a pizza..yummy yummy...nice..i at till till very fill,i think for e next few day can eat lesser..hehe..and today kw mic and amy result so good ...hehe..zhen also ver good lor..hai..i m quite scared ..dunno wht i will get..the most important thing is i dnt need to retake my paper ..cos very ma fa..hehe...jia you!! Thursday, September 14, 2006

today is abit unlucky..get scolded by a" "it his fault for blaming me...but nvm he is a" #@%$$#@ "...he is bad and no brain...hehe...working is like this..but just i just feel that life is really bored except something working becos we can see and has fun in some of the event(and need to see we work with who)...hehe..actually i dnt knw how to describle my feeling now ...but i hop3 to find my prince charming now hehe... Wednesday, September 13, 2006

today is wei keat birthday we help him to celebrate in afternoon 2pm at lot1..but before that me zhen amy go studium....guess wht we do they? hehe me go gym..and amy zhen go swimming...very sian without mic accompany..hehe...nvm next time then u come and join us..haha...after eating with wei keat we go to sim lim square to my laptop....So excited ...i have been waiting for these day very long le...finally gt my own laptop...dnt need to depend on "them(p)"hehe...thank all my baby1 baby2 and baby4,wei keat kok ho for accompany to buy laptop...and pai seh need u all to help me to carry my thing....really thank zhen to carry e printer from bugis to my house ...sorry to trouble u ...thank mic ..amy... zhen.... kok ho..... wei keat...thank....so happy tml can explore my new laptop.... Sunday, September 10, 2006

i m really very tired this few day ..working almost more than 12 hour a day ..feeling pain on my hand le...cos hold on to e tray too long plus yesterday e whole night i m taking e heavy sliver tray..my hand is really in pain..hehe...but now i can rest for awhile le....can sleep more hour this few day le cos i m not working that much next week ..going to study everyday when i m not working cos i knw i m short of time ..hehe...hai..and i also has to do nyaa also...my time really packed...hehe..mic r u feeling ok...actually life is like this, fate is in your hand ...this mean your whole life lie on u..u can do anything u wan do whatever u like,cos this is your life...dnt make yourself sad..u will feel sad becos other make u sad,this is yout life not their life..think postively,u live just for once,u will nv knw this whole life it will be...and no one will know but u can create e life u wan..ya u has no way to control fate,u dnt knw when it come or it will gone but u r e one who will be creating it...one time fail nv mean u fail everytime it only mean this might not belong to u..now dnt think anymore..tml we go to beach and enjoy ourselves..let every sad thing blow off with e wind..ok?amy i knw u too long nv work le so feel very tired nvm la,now u work as partime only nextime,u can enjoy le do easy job...hehe...zhen paiseh ar,u gt so many thing too do yet ask u to help me with my chemistry...really thank for your help... i knw that i alway wan to work alot,not i wan..becos i just wan to earn more now cos i hope that it is enough for my next half month expense in poly...so really paiseh..hehe..zhen jie u also take care ar...rest well...dnt tired yourself ... Monday, September 04, 2006

today i m feeling good cos after a few day of hard work i finally can sleep as much as i can...i sleep alot today but still feel very sleepy now cos i has lose too much slp le...hehe..nvm this week gt alot of time to sleep le..i m waiting mic my baby2 to join us..work...so excited to knw that mic can join us...hehe...hehe..now need to start my science revision le...if not no time le..hehe... Sunday, September 03, 2006

today it is damn tired...cos walk too much and carry too much heavy thing...start to dislike to do ja function cos he is damn bad...nv let us tried ...but nvm since he is like this then i wnt bother abt him...pray hard wnt do his function.."bad man"..but nvm..e good guy will have alot of good thing happening to them de...i believe ..cos they r good ppl who help ppl alot...bad ppl surely get bad thing happening to them de...haha...ok too tired ..need a good sleep ..and sweet dream..haha...thank alot for ppl helping us so much... Friday, September 01, 2006

today feeling so tired ...cos work from 10am to 7.30pm..long hour ..hehe...sometime in the night really did miss him...but dnt worry i really let go le..wht i miss is e moment we had...cos i has alot of my baby encouraging me...wht now i need to do is work study and enjoy e time i have with my baby1 baby2 baby4..hehe..i was quite tired so gg to slp soon cos tml morning still has to go to work at 11am ..hehe...gdnite...

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