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Sunday, October 29, 2006

hai..today is very tired worx...haha..hai,i duno knw 15 yrs old cant work de..i thought it can work,dunno why my sis cannot work there..hehe..haha..time is constraint..really not enough time le..so sian also haha..hai..hope my olevel can pass faster..haha...

Friday, October 27, 2006

today feeling a bit shocked ..knowing that he has came out of malaysia to singapore and starting working for maybe two weeks le..yet i dnt even knw..dunno knw how to describle my feeling now..but i know how important am i to him..or i can say not important at all,not even friend ba..haha..what else can i say now..except to step out of his shadow and thrown him far away from me..i m really to exhausted to think anymore..haha...i dnt to force anyone to do anything..hehe...i tell myself maybe i will fall in love with other soon or later..haha...it going to weekend le..but i still gt alot of thing to do..haha...no choice,no matter what must pull through this four months..haha...actually is not the full four months is busy,is the starting of this sem..cos i m retaking olevel,that why i gt alot of thing to do,plus i m now working,cos nobody support me lei..haha..today saw mic again,cos taking pant from her..haha..long time nv get a chance to meet up and eat...nvm let gather together this sun..hehe...today working again from 11am to night maybe 1am..ba..actually,it better for me to get occupied than nth to do..haha...sun meeting my babies to buy present..whole week is fully packed..haha..but only one day i will enjoy that is sun..haha...

feeling very tired this few day..this is only week 2,and i m getting alot of test and project..hai..thought this sem would me better that last sem..but it is worse..haha..last sem,only the last one month to two month the i one day only can sleep for 3 or 4 hour,but this sem i start from week 2,is already like that..hai..how is it wonderful when someone would caring ask u r u tired today?come i take u for a walk ,or something that sweet...hai..but i knw i m daydreaming...nvm la,let me dream abit more..haha...so pai seh i alway bother zhen amy mic...sorry alway trouble u all..but really thank for all your help alway..tml is a long day for me..as it end at 5pm,then sat working FULL day..haha..sun i think need to go out buy chiu present..haha...hai,next week so many test also dunno how to start..dnt like my frie..all so selfish..only care for themselve..really dnt wan to get contact with them after i gaduarted.hai..hate the life now..i wan to get out of it...living in selfish world..haha..too tired must slp le..haha..c all my babies soon..

Sunday, October 22, 2006

haha..congrate to my baby 2 ..she finally can work with us le..haha..after going through ray training today..haha..although it 2hr but seem quite fast..haha..although he is going through something we always need to do in banquest but i learn something new about the glasses...oh there is still a few glasses i do not known and see before..baby 2 dnt be scared..we will be at your side and help u wan..haha..so happy that she can join us..although i know i has repeat this for thousand of time le but still wan to say...so happy four of us can work together plus my zhen mummy second husand that is adam..haha...i know today amy gt abit confusion about her name..cos i also dun know ray is calling who..haha..plus both of us wear spec de..sure cannot see who he is calling..haha...we also gt live demostration..haha..oh now then i know yesterday which is 22 of oct is alrebt birthday and hear that he really drunk alot in his party ..haha...ok today must rest le,cos too tired must slp then today gt energy to see my golden tortoise..haha...

Saturday, October 21, 2006

i m really stress since the ropen of sch..this sem is damn haer..almost all my module need two to four book..my german book is damn expensive 35 dollar one one..hai..and alot of module need to memorise wan..like gava,csharp..this time died le..both is all computer code..last sem only csharp almost kill me le..now gt two..hai..and the business informatics system need to do alot of practise..for my website design i already gt one indiviual assignment and one indiviual project le..then for my german i this time,i really need a very large brain..when writing essay i think i go find website translator to help me translate then i mermoise the whole essay..plus three more week is my olevel ..i dnt has much time for it..really hope to stop everything in my hand and concretrate my olevel..omg my nyaa...only gt 1 and half year to complete..but i still need to work,really hope to stop work,but who support my finanacial..within 12 day my bank drop by $300 hai..if this carry on i dnt think i can eat anything in sch,yesterday i draw $50 then today i stillneed to lend 50cent form my friend..hai...plus my sc friend is all so bad,when i miss lesson,they dnt help wan..all i can do is bite my tongue and pull through,try all the way to knw wht is happening in the last lesson i miss out de..cos poly friend is all like that..all put a fake face in front of them..hai how,so tired but no one can help.. so stressful...shoulder seem so heavy..

haha..actually wht love is ?is a long time since i hear this word.it seem familar yet strange to me..maybe i has forgetten wht is was,how love feel like..since i step into poly,i has nv feel the feeling of falling in love..i dnt feel like i m a person,without any feeling for love...the world greatest thing..haha..m i pining on love,m i longing someone to dote me ,someone to protect me every now and then,someone listen to my problem in the middle of the night,someone would scolded me anrily when i feel sick or get hurt but will gently take care of me..haha..someone will bring me out to play and hold my hand tight,so that i feel sercure every moment..someone will cheer me up when i m sad,someone will joke to make me happy every moment..someone hold me tight when i seem the world is falling apart..haha..but i dnt think i m able to feel it anymore..haha..maybe i can only face homework but nth else...haha..but i feel very blessful when i m with my babies..haha..jia you hor..all babies..haha..

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

hai..so sian..sch reopen for around two day le..but i still very moody,maybe due to the practical test i m having this thur ba.i m not prepared.totally not prepared.wei keat come and teach me this mon,but his attuide is bad.he is not prepared.then he is only wasting my time and his time.all his do is giving me excuse.wht i ask him he either say he forget or dunno.even when kok ho dunno he will go and find out and give me an answer but wht wei keat is doing is only wasting my time.i meet him 2 .45 then he come at 3 plus going to 4pm le.then he 5 plus must go to work.hai dunno say abt him,too long nv see my babies le.haha.after my exam must go see him.haha..scared..

Monday, October 16, 2006

hehe..today i went to send shu zhen off ..becos she was going to cruise for three day and two night..haha...i knw she is very happy..haha..she was surprised that we go and send her ..she say she was even shocked that i meet her 9.00am to take the thing from her..then i was able to send her off at harbour front at 11am..haha..actually we was late ..but luckily thay 11.30 then go ..haha..we chat for quite long..zhen must take care hor..then...we went to a coffee shop to has our lunch and then we decided to go ar east to search for our shoes..we alight at plaza singapura..we walk for very long then reach far east..we walk and walk ..then finally i and amy bought our shoes at 29.90 each pair..but mic and eric has left before we actually reach far east..haha..after we buy finish our shoes..amy think of buying bag..but lastly she nv buy..haha..amy if wan to buy tell me ..then we go again..haha..mic u gt any promble..if gt must tell me also ...take care

Sunday, October 15, 2006

hehe..on the 13 oct ..in the morning i went to orchard with amy mic wei keat and eric to watch the movie the robbinhood..haha..it so funny ..in the ending..it was so touching...so i summaries the show was excellent haha...then after the movie we went to herione to walk walk ..haha..but we cannot find any clothes we like so we went to our next place ..that is >>>>>> BUGIS..we reach there around 3 plus..then we went to see our clothes and shoes..we walk and walk and walk to a shop to sameul and kelvin..lastly me and mic bought the same clothes at 20 dollar each..i like it very much..haha..after buying clothes i left with not much time..cos i m meeting kendict they all for a dinner at sakae sushi..haha..so in the end i didt manange to get any shoes in bugis..hai..so sad :C...oh no i going to be late le..meeting kendict at 6pm..but 5 plus i m still in the bus..not sure can i reach here by 6pm..haha..but luckily i m not late i reach there by 6pm..haha..but i didnt see kendict at the woodland conrol station lei..so i wait and wait..till around 6.15 then i sms kendict and ask him is he reaching..then he reply "cwp" i was stunt cos i not sure wht is that word,and i thought he might be one of the shop..so i went to the directory board to see which shop it might be..but i search and search and search..i cant find lei...then i ask him again the reply me at deflican there..so i wnt there..but canno find him..then he suddenly appeared behind me..scared me,then he introduce his wife to me.but his wife not joining us..haha..omg no one was here yet except me and kendict,so we went to buger king there sit down and chit chat for quite long then i knw cwp was causeway point..hai why i nv think of it lei..haha..no choice i m too clever le..then we they r still not here yet..so we decided to went up to sakae shushi there and to queue up first,kendict is gentleman..all the way he open the door for me haha..suddenly feel that y our class guy not like him lei....WA the queue was very long...but no long constance,michelle and siew chiang auntie come le..haha..finally..then we chat alot of thing..but zhen havent come ..cos she gt class till quite late..haha..we queue for quite long then we finally gt a place in saka sushi..we start eating ..it nice..suddenly hem come..then he talk to us.then i knw he so bad..haha..soon after hem come zhen also come le..cos in the first place we ask for 6 ppl sit ..but now hem suddenly come we not enough place but to squeeze together..so hot haha..no choice zhen has to squeeze with kendict michelle and constance they all..haha..when he go we are so relax..haha..we so bad right..haha..then we keep on chatting till the shop we are the last group in the shop le..haha..we quickly go out and everyone was about to go home..haha but before we went home we take a few picture ..haha..next time if has time then upload..haha..so happy ..

Thursday, October 12, 2006

feeling lonely and sad...life is not like in the past ..alot of the that happen in the past can never happen again ..and maybe u will nv seen it forever in your life again..i like my secondary sch life..cos u nv feel bored or alone..cos u has to spent alot of time on your studies but u r not alone fighting the battle..u will fight the battle with alot of your good friend ..although to u it a fierce battle.but every moment of your is fill with alot of laughter ,tear, joyful ..u will alway accompany by your friend every moment..but as time files u need to knw that good memories doesnt stay long..just a blink of time ..everyone graduate from secondary sch..everyone get to a course..everyone is post to a different sch...i m very delight that mic amy zhen ,the four of us still contact and will alway meet out together ..i knw i m bless..but i still feel sad at this moment..very sad..a bit of loneliness..i hope that all my time is fill alot alot of unfinish job that keep me busy all the time..to be honest i miss him alot alot..i m afraid to say this cause i scared i might cry till non stop,really hope that after my sch reopen i can use all my time on meaningful thing and not crying....zhen thank for your help always ..sorry to trouble u and your accompany..mic thank fo accompanying me and your help..amy thank for your acompany and help..sch going to reopen soon..in just a few day ..hope to c u soon...life will be totally bored without your..haha..thank..really love u all so much!!!

Monday, October 09, 2006

hehe today finally gt the chance to rest for awhile le... i today too angry becos of that wei keat ..he didn mean to teach me even that he knw that my pratical exam is just around the concer ..he is too much..but this round believe me i was too tired to tell him wht to do ..i would do thing that r too much to him..just let our friendship drift away ba..
today going back to sch wit amy and kok ho ..cos kok ho is teaching me physic today next week will be my practical le..so scared lei..hope i can pass my science and english smoothly..hope zhen can pass his english with e mark she wanted,enjoy herself in the cruises..hope mic can beat all her "bad friend " in sch and get the best result..hope amy can get the thing and find her princ charming soon...and gd result..hope evryone find their happinesses soon and forever...thank kok ho and zhen for your help in science..thank so much..thank amy mic....for accompany and support.....thank everyone for your help..

Saturday, October 07, 2006

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so happy today cos i spent my whole evening wit my babies and babies husband and wei keat...mic ask us to join her to a babeque today..it is fun..when we first arrived they is not much ppl around..we sat down and put our thing on a bench and go help out ..we help to blow balloon and we help to make sandwich and buager...dnt ask me how it taste cos it comfirm nice and yummy..haha...the first few we make of course we eat ourselves..hehe...then we go and take other food like jelly sushi<>egg and alot and alot..we eat till our stomach wan to brust le..but we still carry on to enjoy the food...we eat and eat haha..we also gt go play game like cai deng mi..haha...all of us get the correct answer..haha..then after the lucky draw is finish then all of us go walk walk...we play candles firework take photo..and chit chat..we really enjoy the time very well..so happy to be with u all...i will remember the moment we spent together de..haha..

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but i feel abit disppointed ..i thought today he might come back..but in the end..all my thought is just fake..he didnt come back..but it alright..lif3 still carry on..hehe..i m alway stay happy ...and hope all my sister and i find their happiness and stay blessful forever,hope he can find his happinesses too..haha..gdnite!!

Thursday, October 05, 2006

haha..so happy yesterday i went to meet zhen at sp and today i see mic and amy...so happy..one more week and i wil start schooling again..so sad,i cant rest any more..and i will need to take my olevel practise two week later from now .abit worried but i will try my best ..hope that i can quickly finish my olevel english and my olevel science ...then i will has more time ..hehe..but if time pass too quickly then that mean i m getting older le..so sad also ..hai<>dnt knw wht i wan lei ..hai...let me consider le then tell u all..haha..

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tml is mooncake festival my sis told me that he maybe will come back..but i didnt pin much hope that he will come back cos i m already being deceived many time by the fake new each time..so happy tml i can spent my day with my babies ..babies two are going to bring us to barbeque..hehe..then we will going to play with candles and lantern...i m now wondering how wonderful it will be..haha..tml then tell your!!

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

hehe...finally can rest after a day of work..it is not as tiring as the previous few day but i get scolded by two manager ..one is ray one is evil da i get scolded by ray is not my fault ..is all because of the other person..thing goes like this..i was given instructed by ray to standby with two glasses of champanio in my hand and when the mc finish the talk i was call to go up to the stage to presented this two glasses of champangio to the two person on the stage,there will be another person going up to stage with me..but because of long long waiting the person who are holding on to the bottle of the champangia ask me to put down first because it will be quite long before i need to presented ..so i put down it and the person take my champangion away and tell me that he will give me a new one later..i was shocked but has no choice cos he person has already taken my glasses away ..he tell me that he has already instructed the barman to pour for me before it start ..ok i believe him cos i has left with no choice..but when i ask the barman to pour for me as i was about to go out ..the barman actually tell me that he cant pour for me now,i was stunt and did not knw wht to do..so ray saw me holding two empty glasses he was shocked as ask me where the champangi go i wan to explain but didnt get the chance ..hai..so unlucky..it not my fault ...next is the evil da...he is really damn evil..cos i didnt knw that there is some food for mulism wan so i wanted to take .but he actually shouted in the canteen that i can take and tell me that the chinese food is at the other side...he is damn bad...he will be punished severely one day cos of his evil action and his evil heart...he bad treat ppl ..think that the part timer is his tool of work ..such as evil ppl will be punished.....hehe..dnt care le..relax..haha...

Monday, October 02, 2006

haha..long time nv write le..cos this few day working continuely for a few day that why i dnt have the energy to online and write..sat function was tiring especially morning function...i was very tired after i served the morning wedding lunch then after the wedding i was called to moved very heavy thing like "piano " ...after that i m damn tired le...still gt one more wedding dinner at night i need to serve..my god...i dnt has any more energy but has to carry on...wanting to just sit down for 10hr and dnt wan to move.but i dnt has the choice ..hai..but surprisely the wedding the was not as tough as i think ..in fact it was relaxing..haha...at OT again..haha...but was easy so happy...finally can go home and rest after working fo so many day..i must slp until i regain my energy but how can i probe that i regain..i go zoo and see can kill one snake giraffe or wintermelon ant haha...

yesterday i m deadbeat..i m really damn tired...although i nv work in morning but i just very tired lei..maybe long time nv do wedding lei..i m damn busy throughout the whole wedding..my table number is 13..is just nxt to VIP..feeling quite scared cos it the first time my table was so close to stage..(actually it next to the stage)..feeling a bit werid..then we wipe wipe wipe and wait wait wait..the door finally open..hai ..once the door open i then knw but table is 12pack(three special children,9 adult)..i need to quickly set up my own side station..when they say pickup le..i only pick up my flower but i forget my number tag...only until the last few course then i remember..hehe..it still there..i quickly but secretly go and take it ..hope no captain and manger saw it..finally we gt break in between i quickly go out and take a cup of lce water...i also go and take a pot of warm water so that later i can refill my table children who r having warm water..i must be extra careful..once i step into the ballroom to put my pot of warm water i m being call by ray to go up to stage to give them e championage with mei yin auntie ..he also beat my butt using e walkdoggy and he said to me "hey u assit VIP lei ,faster go up.."i was shocked then quickly go up ...then after i come down i still need to hold the flower till the bride and room give their parent..hehe..once everything is done then service start again but i havent pick up my food..luckliy i think ray gt help me and meiyin pick up orelse we died man..haha...but then i need to not only service my table i also need to help a girl who is first day here to service...that mean i need to service two time..TIRED...haha..but she also gt help me to clean..so happy when everything end..finally can rest awhile..."I GT OT" i and cindy was assigned out by ray to clear out the foyer ..gt alot of thing to do lei...haha..then after awhile around 12.10 me and amy was assigned to clear yp the office..it is really in amess..dnt knw where to start with..hehe..me and amy only manage to clear half of the place..but another half we dunno knw how to clear..and duno knw which one is "wanted"and "unwanted"wan..hai..no choice when ray come in he ask all the staff to clear together and everything is done in 10 min..hehe.i m too slow..but luckily ray didnt scolded us..but i feel quite bad...hope i can do something correctly next time..hehe..haha...go home and slp..no ,no more extra energy to online le..haha