I m SoRry I m In lov3 witH u.

ima not supposed to love you
ima not supposed to care
ima not supposed to live my life
wishing you were there
ima not supposed to wonder
where you are or what you do
ima sorry. i cannot help myself
cause i m in love with you!
i try my best not to think of u
try not to has u in every part of my brain
but i cant control my mind
i cant stop to think of u every moment
so i try my best to use all my time to work
so i can stop thinking of u at that moment
but please let me love you for just awhile
not too much of the time
just awhile more just do
i just let u go and do what u need to do
i wish for your happiness forever
my love

Saturday, October 07, 2006

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so happy today cos i spent my whole evening wit my babies and babies husband and wei keat...mic ask us to join her to a babeque today..it is fun..when we first arrived they is not much ppl around..we sat down and put our thing on a bench and go help out ..we help to blow balloon and we help to make sandwich and buager...dnt ask me how it taste cos it comfirm nice and yummy..haha...the first few we make of course we eat ourselves..hehe...then we go and take other food like jelly sushi<>egg and alot and alot..we eat till our stomach wan to brust le..but we still carry on to enjoy the food...we eat and eat haha..we also gt go play game like cai deng mi..haha...all of us get the correct answer..haha..then after the lucky draw is finish then all of us go walk walk...we play candles firework take photo..and chit chat..we really enjoy the time very well..so happy to be with u all...i will remember the moment we spent together de..haha..

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but i feel abit disppointed ..i thought today he might come back..but in the end..all my thought is just fake..he didnt come back..but it alright..lif3 still carry on..hehe..i m alway stay happy ...and hope all my sister and i find their happiness and stay blessful forever,hope he can find his happinesses too..haha..gdnite!!