Friday, December 29, 2006
Time will heal everytime de..haha..i will be very very very fine soon..haha...cos i let him go and purse his happiness le.haha...dnt worry abt me my babies,i will be fine de...to me true love is a very brave and miracle thing that happen around us..when two ppl meet the first time,the strong feeling that bond the both of us together...we did not knw wht will happen the next moment,all we can do is to cherish the time we r together ,not letting any single of the time slip away from us..love grow between us from a friend to a lover each time we meet up..we start to know one another more and more,start to miss one another each time i didnt get to see him,smile to myself whenever i think of him..wanting not to let him go when we need to go home..look into his eye every moment so that i will not miss any expression he do..you can only see him but not any onelse no matter where u go..when we meet alot alot of problem we didnt give up,yet try our best,cover our bleeding wound and pass through the most difficult time we had..we will not show any sadness to one another no matter how sad we are cos we wnt feel the pain once we meet...Is love,that slowly heal our wound..and we are ready for another battle..maybe u r too tired to carry on le,i knw u suffer alot through this journey but thank for giving so many thing,i m glad i meet u..haha..just let everything end happily...although u left but i still sincerely wish that u can find your happiness... 爱情是拿的起放的下,我很高兴你给我的一切..我相信真爱是存在的,王子会用他的真心寻找这他的公主..每个人都有属于自己的王子和公主..再见了我的王子..
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
today i heard a new..it about him..i finally gt the answer i wan..maybe this is a very hurting new to me but i accept it calmly..i understood le...i really give up le..cos i gt the answer i wan..i cry soon after i reach home..i cry till i m so tired that i fall asleep...i knew i has give up le..i hope he get his happiness too..all the best to him....thank for everything...i decide my furture le so dnt worry all my babies..i m fine really..totally fine..haha..i m not that sasd when the first time i hurt that he gt a girlfriend le..but now i m ok..i decide to go oversea for my attachment and furture my studies in overseas..this is wht i plan.haha..so dnt worry..haha...
this is wht he say to my babies:
"i already has a girlfriend le..and he has make his stand clearly when he leave...he say he dnt wan to harm me and wan me to study.."
i only wan to remeber wht he say so to remind me..haha...thank everyone for concern ..haha...but i still believe my true love will come to me one day..
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Finally back le..so long nv blog le..due to heavy homework plus too much of work..haha..i remeber i start my holiday on 16 of dec ,then after work i start away go work le..haha..till today,i havent even rest ..haha..working too much le..i remember one of the day i start work at 10am and end work at 1pm that day then the next day i start work at 6am lor..i only manage to sleep for a hour plus damn tirig ..haha..the following i think the whole day i float to every place cause no energy...haha..today is christmas eve..le..but so lonely lor...but luckily gt spend my time with all my babies..haha..i will be doing breakfast till next week 2 of jan..haha...then i 3 of jan start sch lor..so sad lor..but on 2 of jan we gt a banquest party..haha..this few day is gison function..he very nice lor..alway gt help us in everything lor..haha..i m having heavy breakfast his few day lor...eat and eat and eat..i m getting fatter and fatter le..haha..hehe..hehe....i m going to do alot of biscuit to give them and my babies...so long nv do biscuit le..haha..but nvm..haha..i try my best..
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap SlapSlap Slap Slap the Jo Jo ..............and the inconsider taxi driver...the Jo Jo is getting more and Prevent le..any how touch touch touch ..he thought he very handsome ar...he wan to touch then can touch...he thought he very big ar...and he also very bad...we do western today..then he just dnt cooperate with us,ask him to partner with a china girl .he died died also dnt wan lei..cos he wan to partner with siew cheng auntie if not he wnt clear the place...wao lao..then ask him to take tea i take coffee ,he died died wan to serve wine dnt wan to go in and take ,he think i m able to take both coffee and tea..then i go out and tell him ,he dnt care just carry on serving the wine..wao lao....not only i has this thinking..everyone after gather at the ballroom..everyone also said he prevent..so angry today...then today i take taxi..then the taxi driver delibrately drie overshot then ask me to walk up myself lor,very far plus very dark,but he still like that,he think he can save the time..wa...today so unlucky...
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Feeling sad today...my nyp friend not gd,except for a one or two..they all wan me to send them my work,i m fine with it..but when we need help,they wnt bother..haha..nvm i wnt sad becos of them ,just feel very sian seeing them..haha...i saw him today in msn again..i pluck up alot of courage to say hi but he did not reply me..feeling so sad..actually planing to find him this sat de..cbut i think maybe dunno need le ba...actually i m feeling confused..cos he didnt reply me lei..mean alot of thing ba..if i still go and find him,maybe he will feel that i m thickskin..ba..he make me throw face lor.haha...although wan to find him ..but should i or not go?maybe he dunno to see me ba..haha..i dunno lei ...17 of dec is a special day to me..haha..haha..christmas coming thinking of what to buy for them..haha...but i also wan to buy something for myself..haha...dunno why this few day very hot tempered,must drink more hebal tea...haha....two week holiday is coming gt lot of lot of thing to do.hai...so many thing need to secducle in ..haha....but hope to find my prince charming before christmas if not i think i anyhow grab..haha(joking)haha...
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
haha..so long nv blog le..today finally gt abit time to blog..yst working wedding ..first time it dont need to serve rice or noodles..haha..but feel sad for cheo tee auntie..haha...nvm la.. but i believe cheo tee auntie will be ok de...i will try to help them de.haha...but after working yesterday i get scolded by my mum and dad,cos my dad dnt like me to work on weekday..haha...nvm exam going to over soon after two week of torture..haha..going to holiday soon le,so happy yet abit stress cos need to rush for project haha.nvm ,i will jia you de..all my babies also must jia you..after exam we come out and play play ok..haha..hehe..but alot of thing is happening..hope my prince charming will appeared before christmas day..that day i go find him but nv see him abit sad...haha..but nvm la..i think i will try again ba..haha..that day mic accompany me there..we ate alot of thing..haha..wa...we eat jap noodless then kfc meal wa...haha...this fri going to work again haha..hope evrything will be fine..
Sunday, December 03, 2006
hehe...today not a good day...get scolded buy $##@@$&*^%$####$$%^&&&***&%$###$%^&&***&^%%$###@#$$%%^^&&******%$^^&&&&"daud" he scolded me the second time...today working the aution function ..very relax...wow...alot of ppl..my caption for today is kurt,he is very funny lor..cos today the function is orgainzed by south africa,then i ask him where they come from he told me,"they come from china"haha....hehe..nothing to do at first only clearing..haha..but at night i was not very good lor..i get scolded by daud only becos i place the chair wrongly..he so the............hai then i not very happy le lor..i pull a long face lor..i hear he quarrel with a guy..haha...then today helmet ask me to do the cake and champiange ribbon,then raymond heard it and say "wa he give u a very important job right?"cos raymond knw i dunno how to do..then after a while i help daud take ship for face towel then he ask me if i m not working and night then why am i taking all the thing.then i more not happy lor.i put all the ship on the table,take off my clothes and go home,dunno wan to help him lor..haha...then the puat malign me lor..he told rahim that i dunno wan to do setup wan to do function lei..then rahim nv say anything but keep quiet..he is damn crazy...puat today scolded cheo tee till very bad lei..then at night i think cheo tee cry le,for half and hour...so bad..dunno is scolded by raymond or puat..hai...a bad day..after work i meet mic..mic accompany to plaza singpura to see whwether he is there anot..but cannot find him lei..hai..abit sad la..but nv ...hai...thank mic for accompanying me there...thank..i believe our problem will solve soon de..gdluck follow four of us de..haha....hehe..
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