I m SoRry I m In lov3 witH u.

ima not supposed to love you
ima not supposed to care
ima not supposed to live my life
wishing you were there
ima not supposed to wonder
where you are or what you do
ima sorry. i cannot help myself
cause i m in love with you!
i try my best not to think of u
try not to has u in every part of my brain
but i cant control my mind
i cant stop to think of u every moment
so i try my best to use all my time to work
so i can stop thinking of u at that moment
but please let me love you for just awhile
not too much of the time
just awhile more just do
i just let u go and do what u need to do
i wish for your happiness forever
my love

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Feeling sad today...my nyp friend not gd,except for a one or two..they all wan me to send them my work,i m fine with it..but when we need help,they wnt bother..haha..nvm i wnt sad becos of them ,just feel very sian seeing them..haha...i saw him today in msn again..i pluck up alot of courage to say hi but he did not reply me..feeling so sad..actually planing to find him this sat de..cbut i think maybe dunno need le ba...actually i m feeling confused..cos he didnt reply me lei..mean alot of thing ba..if i still go and find him,maybe he will feel that i m thickskin..ba..he make me throw face lor.haha...although wan to find him ..but should i or not go?maybe he dunno to see me ba..haha..i dunno lei ...17 of dec is a special day to me..haha..haha..christmas coming thinking of what to buy for them..haha...but i also wan to buy something for myself..haha...dunno why this few day very hot tempered,must drink more hebal tea...haha....two week holiday is coming gt lot of lot of thing to do.hai...so many thing need to secducle in ..haha....but hope to find my prince charming before christmas if not i think i anyhow grab..haha(joking)haha...