~Lov3 ShOulD b3 Be@uTiFuL~

2007-08-15T12:24:00.000+08:00

Long time since i blog le..haha,but i m gg to blog my birthday thing..Thank for preparing my birthday..

My family,Gibson大猪,Amy,Michelle,Shu zhen,wei keat,Eric..Thank .

and thank those who remember me..

shu min,wanshi,zhuan quan daddy,chui ting,Five,Mei yin,jason,Angela,Seok hoon...

My celebration with amy,mic,eric,wei keat

2007-07-21T11:27:00.000+08:00

haha..going to blog e last few week thing..this few week i gt alot of thing to do ..haha..i remember i go with amy to beach wa..so fun,cos i miss my beach so much...Thank ar...i really enjoy alot..thank for accompanying me....

2007-07-11T23:18:00.000+08:00

Thing has been changing so much,i g tons and tons of homework and tons and tons of exam,really feeling so stressful during this sem,thank to all my friend who help me through this tough and tiring period...without your,my life is lifeless..thank again..i will jia you wan..really,my promises,cos u all nv left me alone when i meet problem...few more week to go..jia you!!!

2007-05-09T23:54:00.001+08:00

wa,time go so fast ..thing is changing,eveything around me are changing too..life is really bored,everything is doing the same thing each time..dunno what my furture will be..dunno where is my happiness..really hate the life in polytechinc,lonely and boring...really long time nv see my babies le..hope u all are doing well..wish that i could a break now ...really too tired..gt so many thing has to do.haha..hai..i wan my sea..haha..i wan to see my sea..life is all stress...

2007-04-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

i long time nv write my blog le..miss my babies..hai..wht is the meaning of life..i has been wondering for very long..feeling bored and abit vexed..i miss my beach ,east coast,i need to be alone awhile to sort my thinking ..haha..let everything take ite nature coast..too much thing happen this period of time..i need sometime to think..but i know i wil soon what to do le..haha..i has been working at club at 18 of march for two week..time files,but i knw alot thing there..and i knw alot of friend over there..ppl there are really very very very nice,i know alot of thing from them,i believe there is a great place,although not all are nice but i believe ppl there are mostlykind hearted after that two week,i went back to baquest ,dunno like the ppl there excepted some..haha....如果你现在问我人身的价值是什么我会说不知道但是我知道我现在很幸福因为我生命出现了你所以我真的真的真的很珍惜你们....

2007-03-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

Hehe..is another day again,today i meet my sister for a dinner..u knw wht we eat ?we ate steamboat for 2hr plus,i was really very full,becos i cant ate alot of thing then me and mic share a tom yam steamboat..it very nice lor,we ate alot of black seedweed..and alot of corn,omg,and we eat alot of fries..and spring roll..nice...but i think i going to gain weight soon haha...but nvm once in a while only..haha...zhen sunburn,i remember wan to rub for her bruises,but today never rub for her,next time u cant escaped from my hand..hahahahaha..oh amy and i today meet early to plaza cos i wan to go walk walk stay at home will only listen to nagging only,cos my mum ate a huge bomb this morning that why all my sis at home ganna the bomb..hai...dnt why feeling bore toward my poly life and the furture,dunno lack of wht thing..haha...人往往到了最后才学会这么珍惜她们所失去的......已经不可以会到从前....人生的过程也往往会被遗忘....但是和你们的美好的回忆是一辈子不会遗忘的,原谅我的过错,任性....

2007-03-08T12:31:00.000+08:00

Time files fast and cruely..alot of time is troubling us so much...We has our own problem to settle,but alot of time does not seem easily..i m sick now cos the doctor find two crystal in my stomach,plus my gastics gt alot of wind inside that why i had to eat medcine now and then,feel so terrible...i m working hard to support myself in everything i could do everything i can for all my friend..but i seem that i cant help with anything..friends so sorry that i seem that i cant help with u all with anything,but feel free to tell me what happen i will be at your side to support u all de... zhen no ,matter wht happen , jia you ok?we will be at your side..mic will be with eric happily forever..amy,so sorry alway online halfway then sleep.i will not do that again de...haha..i will jia you no matter wht happen de..我说过因为有你们我才明白什么是快乐谢谢你们陪我一直走到现在所以不管这样一定要走到最后......

2007-02-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

Wa ..i gt a new brother,he is gibson.he treat us very very good..thank for alway helping us..yesterday all our babies meet again..it so fun,we didnt meet for a long time,since quite long le.haha..thank amy for spending the night teaching me math,really learn alot..sorry zhen for spending so long waiting me..mic has fun and enjoy soon...haha..oh alot of thing happening in this mth time,one more paper and i will finish my paper..babies wait for me ok?haha..i spent my valentine day with four season,but kor kor gt give us present..haha..生命也不过如此...忙忙碌碌就过了一辈子...可是这一辈子因为遇见你们.....让我的人生变得很精彩,不在会孤单,与寂寞...谢谢你们出现在我的生命里..让我这一个平凡的人变得不平凡..很希望这一路走下去..我可以继续和你们分享我的喜努哀乐..大家加油!!!!

2007-02-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

2007-01-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

haha..time files one and a half week it going to be holiday soon..but me now very very stress gt ton and ton of homework not completed and lot of test going on,i feeling to break down,hope i can hold on before my sch holiday..life is boring,no life..just like we are just following wht we need to do and not wht we wan to do...life seem to be full of darkness all the time..haha...but i think after exam it will be full of colour again ba.haha...i wan to work,so that my life wnt be so boring..haha..bt must see work with who.haha..jia you more week to go,i must pass very good and finish all my project....我以前从来不相信这世界会有真爱的出现...直到遇见你....请你让我相信真爱的存在....爱一个人真的可以爱一辈子.....

2007-01-21T22:30:00.000+08:00

wa,next few week will be damn busy lo,gt lot and lot of project coming up,and plus exam...this time really hai...fri work till 2am .it gibson function,haha,gd to work with him,he say give me the nearest to the door so give me 6 table..wao lao,haha,but nvm,he alway help me to clear so paiseh,then he also give me alot of bubble,so many....thank..sat work with him again,till 3am..wa this time he call mc supper for us so good..then after the function he left fried rice for us to eat lo..so good then buy extra,soy milk for us..haha..help me alot haha..then i do wrong thing now nv scolded haha..not like the jumdi he yst crazy keep on scolding me lo,next time dnt do his function le..crazy lol..haha..but after that when going home i realized i forget to clock in,when he help us sign the form he is ok..he vry crazy..hai...working so hard...反复在黑暗的天空会常看到有你的影子,虽然我们都在不同的地方看着这一片天空,可是却可以无时无刻感觉到你的纯在...

2007-01-15T00:55:00.000+08:00

haha..today abit sian today,accompany zhen to see doctor..she is sick ..zhen u must take care lei..ok..dnt take too much prawn,egg and no scallop..ok? must take care ..haha..i just a new shampoo find it very nice and smell good...and i wnt drop hair anymore..haha,cos previous shampoo, feather ,after using drop alot of hair,lucky didnt boldtak..oh i also bought a new oven yesterday,it so expensive, but nvm i can nice cookies ext time le..haha..so happy..so sian gt alot of project and assignment but nvm i can still meet u all babies next week..we also has to meet kurt for a dinner next week..wa tml 8am lesson..gt two teribble dream...omg so scarey,haha..but nvm now,haha i m ok..haha.....see u all soon bb,on last week wed have dinner with gison amy,shu zhen ,mic ..haha...才知道原来没有了你,我的世界是那么黑暗..很想再回到从前可是知到不可以了..原来我一直所相信的爱情会是着样的...骗人的..

2007-01-07T23:21:00.000+08:00

tml studying again..so sian lor...haha...but no choice gt alot of thing to study..haha...and alot of project to do..today receive a very weird sms ..at first she/he ask me "hello,how r u "then i reply i m fine,but who r u?" then he/she say i tot u knw...R u lifen" then i nv reply,he send again "r u lifen"..then i reply yes but ask him who r u" he/she say he wnt tell me de.."then i say why?" he/she say dnt feel like telling me" then i say he is my friend" he say yes"my sch and my class" he/she say i think so".then i say him if i m that bad till u dnt wan to tell me" he/she say no la he is mysterious,i m very good" he/she say he/she wnt tell me no matter wht"then at last i tell him that i treat him as my penpal and nvm if he/she dnt wan to tell me."the person so weird but i dnt knw why,i feel that maybe is him..but i knw maybe i m wrong...but nvm la,i just treat him as my penpal..haha..but now i know who is she le?haha...wao lao没有你的世界,我的天空是黑的...吃什么都无味..但是我明白很多东西是不可以勉强的...就让时间把一切慢慢遗忘..

2007-01-06T00:23:00.000+08:00

Finally it fri again..finally i can take a rest after rushing my homework since my sch reopen open,although i think i did some part wrongly but my image can move lei..haha...hope teacher wont deduct too much mark...i m feel relax once i hand up my flash,dnt like this type of creative thing,although it fun,but it need alot alot of time to do..yesterday stand infront of comp for 6 hour plus then finally semi completed,today when i reach sch ask some friend to help me,orelse i think i die man...haha...i also having a test today but i only study on the train cos i really no energy to study yesterday after spending 6 hour plus on flash,my energy flat lor..haha....but one more project to go,that is my c sharp once that is finish i really can relax,but today,i just receive another project that is flash again,but this time is better we work in group..haha...4 more week to my 2 months holiday..i m waiting and waiting..haha...but before that i gt two exam..must really jia you.haha..how r all my babies?ok ma?long time nv see u all...幸福终是离我好摇远哦..想抓又抓不到..想找又找不回..什么也不可以做,也只好静静的聆听着夜里的孤单.....

2007-01-02T23:25:00.000+08:00

Wa today is my last day of work cos tml sch reopen le,so sad,cos i start to miss my friend working with me in breakfast time..we enjoy alot during this nine day..we ate almost eight day of expensive breakfast(each breakfast cost 42 dollar )haha...but very nice cos i spent my day with them,we laugh and play everyday...we joke alot lor...we seem like used to it le,although everyday do the same thing but we wnt feel sian..cos some time after work that we will go watch movie,play game..haha...and zhen and mic like to beat my butt lor...especially this few day..haha...we also enjoy the view of 20floor scenery...i know some cantonese word like tml,l like u,mon tue wed thur fri..haha..i reallu dnt feel like sch reopen,cos i knw i will miss my breakfast day with them..nvm we must jia you for a one month plus then we can go back and work,hope to do breakfast again..haha...but feel sian to go back and work cos going to see them again le..hai..haha...but nvm 1 more month only haha...jia you..two week seem to be very long for me this time..but it a very enjoyable wan..see u all again..babies we must jia you for a few month week ..haha..

2007-01-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

haha...today is a new year....wa,so fast a year just pass us..haha..today is the first day of the year..haha...
i hope everthing will be smoothly for everyone..
i hope everyone must stay healthy and cheerful..
i hope my prince charming will be appearing soon..
i hope my i can get gd result...and my babies too..
i hope all my friend will be fine..
i hope everything will be over soon...
yst is a pass,but i wan to say ,me zhen and mic nearly chase by a dog,scared us..haha...i atually know that is dangerous to run,but i still run,hai cant i really very scared of dog,i though zhen znd mic run with me,then i turn back i nv see them then i walk back i saw them walk quietly toward me..really scared..sorry my babies i nv stand there..so sorry..

but now is a new year hope everyone will be fine...

2006-12-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

Time will heal everytime de..haha..i will be very very very fine soon..haha...cos i let him go and purse his happiness le.haha...dnt worry abt me my babies,i will be fine de...to me true love is a very brave and miracle thing that happen around us..when two ppl meet the first time,the strong feeling that bond the both of us together...we did not knw wht will happen the next moment,all we can do is to cherish the time we r together ,not letting any single of the time slip away from us..love grow between us from a friend to a lover each time we meet up..we start to know one another more and more,start to miss one another each time i didnt get to see him,smile to myself whenever i think of him..wanting not to let him go when we need to go home..look into his eye every moment so that i will not miss any expression he do..you can only see him but not any onelse no matter where u go..when we meet alot alot of problem we didnt give up,yet try our best,cover our bleeding wound and pass through the most difficult time we had..we will not show any sadness to one another no matter how sad we are cos we wnt feel the pain once we meet...Is love,that slowly heal our wound..and we are ready for another battle..maybe u r too tired to carry on le,i knw u suffer alot through this journey but thank for giving so many thing,i m glad i meet u..haha..just let everything end happily...although u left but i still sincerely wish that u can find your happiness... 爱情是拿的起放的下,我很高兴你给我的一切..我相信真爱是存在的,王子会用他的真心寻找这他的公主..每个人都有属于自己的王子和公主..再见了我的王子..

2006-12-26T22:25:00.000+08:00

today i heard a new..it about him..i finally gt the answer i wan..maybe this is a very hurting new to me but i accept it calmly..i understood le...i really give up le..cos i gt the answer i wan..i cry soon after i reach home..i cry till i m so tired that i fall asleep...i knew i has give up le..i hope he get his happiness too..all the best to him....thank for everything...i decide my furture le so dnt worry all my babies..i m fine really..totally fine..haha..i m not that sasd when the first time i hurt that he gt a girlfriend le..but now i m ok..i decide to go oversea for my attachment and furture my studies in overseas..this is wht i plan.haha..so dnt worry..haha...
this is wht he say to my babies:
"i already has a girlfriend le..and he has make his stand clearly when he leave...he say he dnt wan to harm me and wan me to study.."
i only wan to remeber wht he say so to remind me..haha...thank everyone for concern ..haha...but i still believe my true love will come to me one day..

2006-12-24T22:17:00.001+08:00

Finally back le..so long nv blog le..due to heavy homework plus too much of work..haha..i remeber i start my holiday on 16 of dec ,then after work i start away go work le..haha..till today,i havent even rest ..haha..working too much le..i remember one of the day i start work at 10am and end work at 1pm that day then the next day i start work at 6am lor..i only manage to sleep for a hour plus damn tirig ..haha..the following i think the whole day i float to every place cause no energy...haha..today is christmas eve..le..but so lonely lor...but luckily gt spend my time with all my babies..haha..i will be doing breakfast till next week 2 of jan..haha...then i 3 of jan start sch lor..so sad lor..but on 2 of jan we gt a banquest party..haha..this few day is gison function..he very nice lor..alway gt help us in everything lor..haha..i m having heavy breakfast his few day lor...eat and eat and eat..i m getting fatter and fatter le..haha..hehe..hehe....i m going to do alot of biscuit to give them and my babies...so long nv do biscuit le..haha..but nvm..haha..i try my best..

2006-12-10T02:31:00.000+08:00

Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap Slap SlapSlap Slap Slap the Jo Jo ..............and the inconsider taxi driver...the Jo Jo is getting more and Prevent le..any how touch touch touch ..he thought he very handsome ar...he wan to touch then can touch...he thought he very big ar...and he also very bad...we do western today..then he just dnt cooperate with us,ask him to partner with a china girl .he died died also dnt wan lei..cos he wan to partner with siew cheng auntie if not he wnt clear the place...wao lao..then ask him to take tea i take coffee ,he died died wan to serve wine dnt wan to go in and take ,he think i m able to take both coffee and tea..then i go out and tell him ,he dnt care just carry on serving the wine..wao lao....not only i has this thinking..everyone after gather at the ballroom..everyone also said he prevent..so angry today...then today i take taxi..then the taxi driver delibrately drie overshot then ask me to walk up myself lor,very far plus very dark,but he still like that,he think he can save the time..wa...today so unlucky...

2006-12-07T23:45:00.000+08:00

Feeling sad today...my nyp friend not gd,except for a one or two..they all wan me to send them my work,i m fine with it..but when we need help,they wnt bother..haha..nvm i wnt sad becos of them ,just feel very sian seeing them..haha...i saw him today in msn again..i pluck up alot of courage to say hi but he did not reply me..feeling so sad..actually planing to find him this sat de..cbut i think maybe dunno need le ba...actually i m feeling confused..cos he didnt reply me lei..mean alot of thing ba..if i still go and find him,maybe he will feel that i m thickskin..ba..he make me throw face lor.haha...although wan to find him ..but should i or not go?maybe he dunno to see me ba..haha..i dunno lei ...17 of dec is a special day to me..haha..haha..christmas coming thinking of what to buy for them..haha...but i also wan to buy something for myself..haha...dunno why this few day very hot tempered,must drink more hebal tea...haha....two week holiday is coming gt lot of lot of thing to do.hai...so many thing need to secducle in ..haha....but hope to find my prince charming before christmas if not i think i anyhow grab..haha(joking)haha...

2006-12-06T00:57:00.000+08:00

haha..so long nv blog le..today finally gt abit time to blog..yst working wedding ..first time it dont need to serve rice or noodles..haha..but feel sad for cheo tee auntie..haha...nvm la.. but i believe cheo tee auntie will be ok de...i will try to help them de.haha...but after working yesterday i get scolded by my mum and dad,cos my dad dnt like me to work on weekday..haha...nvm exam going to over soon after two week of torture..haha..going to holiday soon le,so happy yet abit stress cos need to rush for project haha.nvm ,i will jia you de..all my babies also must jia you..after exam we come out and play play ok..haha..hehe..but alot of thing is happening..hope my prince charming will appeared before christmas day..that day i go find him but nv see him abit sad...haha..but nvm la..i think i will try again ba..haha..that day mic accompany me there..we ate alot of thing..haha..wa...we eat jap noodless then kfc meal wa...haha...this fri going to work again haha..hope evrything will be fine..

2006-12-03T00:54:00.000+08:00

hehe...today not a good day...get scolded buy $##@@$&*^%$####$$%^&&&***&%$###$%^&&***&^%%$###@#$$%%^^&&******%$^^&&&&"daud" he scolded me the second time...today working the aution function ..very relax...wow...alot of ppl..my caption for today is kurt,he is very funny lor..cos today the function is orgainzed by south africa,then i ask him where they come from he told me,"they come from china"haha....hehe..nothing to do at first only clearing..haha..but at night i was not very good lor..i get scolded by daud only becos i place the chair wrongly..he so the............hai then i not very happy le lor..i pull a long face lor..i hear he quarrel with a guy..haha...then today helmet ask me to do the cake and champiange ribbon,then raymond heard it and say "wa he give u a very important job right?"cos raymond knw i dunno how to do..then after a while i help daud take ship for face towel then he ask me if i m not working and night then why am i taking all the thing.then i more not happy lor.i put all the ship on the table,take off my clothes and go home,dunno wan to help him lor..haha...then the puat malign me lor..he told rahim that i dunno wan to do setup wan to do function lei..then rahim nv say anything but keep quiet..he is damn crazy...puat today scolded cheo tee till very bad lei..then at night i think cheo tee cry le,for half and hour...so bad..dunno is scolded by raymond or puat..hai...a bad day..after work i meet mic..mic accompany to plaza singpura to see whwether he is there anot..but cannot find him lei..hai..abit sad la..but nv ...hai...thank mic for accompanying me there...thank..i believe our problem will solve soon de..gdluck follow four of us de..haha....hehe..

2006-11-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

feling moody today..so tired,so aimless,i dunno knw how to use any word to describle my feeling at the moment..but i knw i m tired of everything....i had so much thing to completed yet when i on my comp i cant do even a single homework..i gt lot of thing i wan to do..but i dunno knw how to start..sad to see couple around in the lonely night..i think i m still thinking abt him..but i just cant take off my pride and take the first step..after meeting zhen at sp tonight..we chat alot..haha..we really very say,and tired le..who is willing to lend us a shoulder when we r sad and lonely..haha..when i reach home awhile..then i heard from i sis he come to fajar,and he had a talk with my sis..he told my sis he is not going back to malaysia..but i just cant do anything ba..haha...

2006-11-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

hehe..just came home from mic house this morning..so happy..yesterday we had spent a happy moment together...we only spent a hour plus together watching movie "house of wax"it wa a disgusting movie lor..but me and mic stay "very calm" unlike amy..haha...(actually i scream the most,but let me save some face la..dnt see this sentence.")haha..then we eat alot of potato chip throughout the movie..gt cheese de,bbq,original de,also.haha.mic also buy champangie for us..apple favour..haha..then mic so sweet buy barely for us and one for me cos i sick cannot put ice de..haha..hehe...zhen was very tired so she slp at sofa when we waching the movie..tell u a secret,when zhen sleeping cannot ask her anything cos she lie to us de..haha..first time we ask her to wake up,she say later then we ask wht time ..she say 多久都可以..the second time we wake her up again she mumble afew word and slp again..he third time she ignored me and sleep back ..the fouth and the last time i wake her is around 4 plus,i ask her she gt homework to do ant ,cos i scared later she gt no time to do..i feel relieved when she say dny have any homework to do,so i can let her rest and carry on sleeping..after she wake up in the morning i then knw that actually she dnt knw she gt talk to us de..and she gt alot of homework lor..haha..me and amy poor thing sleep at the floor,so cold ..and the fan is right on top on me..haha....haha..i slept around 4 plus in the morning ..then i wake up the earliest..haha..dnt knw y,cant sleep..haha..maybe i m hungry..haha..i manage to wake everyone up,then we went to eat big breakfast at 9.30..the first time i eat big breakfast lei..haha..

2006-11-24T01:54:00.000+08:00

hehe..feel relax after my examination le..but once after my olevel ,the next day i fall sick..is gastric yan..hai..very xin ku...i will vomit once i eat anything..then if i try to at least eat abit i will feel bloat ahd wanting to vomit...hai..so xin ku...very xin ku...wanting to eat more,but scare later want to vomit every thing out..hai..test is coming soon ..my cousin get into four season hotel le,and tml working at 6pm..haha..so fast..haha..i must faster get well..haha,i miss all the food,sick and tired of the bee hoon soup everyday..hai.....haha..tml or sat is going to mic house..haha..so excited about that day..hope to has a rest..haha

2006-11-21T01:39:00.000+08:00

finally my olevel is over..haha..so happy..now i has more time to rest le..haha..but suddenly didnt has much thing to do..fel abit bored..dnt knw wht happen to me today..when my nyp friend talk to me,i nv answer..only nod and nod..i also dnt knw wht happen to me..i dnt knw why i dnt knw how to reply them..haha..but nvm after 4hr of slp feeling better le..haha..suddenly feel like celebrating christmas day..dnt knw wht happen today..yesterday after work..my stomach feel very very very pain..just like thousand of needless continuely poke into my stomach..m i ok?haha..feel like doing alot of thing that i did in the past..hehe..haha..talking alot of rubbish haha..nvm..i wan to slp le..zhen u too must take care of yourself lei..mic anthing mus tell me hor.haha..amy gt time we come and play basketball..pai seh lst time nv play with u ..

2006-11-19T23:09:00.000+08:00

tml is my olevel last paper le..yet i havent really study for it..this time i think i can only pray that i can just pass..haha..so tired today after a day of work..it quite relax..not like other time de..cos today is sun...normally sun is a good day to work when other off..haha..hope tml will be a lucky day for me haha..gd..zhen u also must take care of yourself ar..ok...rest well...haha...mic u too,tml exam jia you..amy u also work hard for your next test.haha..i gtg cos still gt alot of thing nv study haha...

2006-11-15T21:40:00.000+08:00

dunno why feel very fan today..came home around 2 plus..i was quite tired,so i take a nap...i wake up around 5plus in the afternoon..i started to feel frustrated..dunno why...too much thing going on nowadays..hai...boring...yesterday i went to work until 12am,i do drink server again..haha..but the guest very fussy lei..ask for this ask for that ..feeling tired,i sit as the same taxi with rahim..dunno wht to say,but he live in tus there..so far..haha.....because working in weekday,my dad start to complain that i didnt did my part as a student...hai..i think in furture it hard to work at weekday..maybe i will only work on sat ba..haha...zhen tml exam good luck..haha...u also must recover faster..tml celebrating kok ho birthday..so happy..daddy birthday is also coming..zhen mummy so happy..c mic amy tml ..haha

2006-11-12T01:48:00.000+08:00

today is the first day mic working four season..in morning it is quite a easy job,cos is a buffet and eeting event..haha,at first i stay with mic wan,but after a while kurt send me to help out with the meeting..so u stay in the meeting room till everthing end..haha..then i saw mic.folding nakpin..hehe,dnt think mic only fold nakpin,he also gt aim on handsome guy de(mic i promised u i wnt tell ppl de,dnt worry..)..haha...example,gison..haha...then in the night we work in cresant as drink server..so gd,long time nv do drink server le..but i also gt help vip to clear...haha..mic also pour drink..haha..then after evrything finished..we go take flet..but take wrongly i think helpme angry..haha..but nvm..today quite ok..but it a pity that the event over all in charge is alfd... zhen today gdluck for the driving test...and congrate that u pass le..i knw u will sure pass de,cos gt daddy coach u ...haha..

2006-11-11T00:49:00.000+08:00

hehe..yesterday working,actually not suppose to work de,but ray call me..but no choice..hehe..zhen yesterday meet adam right for a walk hehe..then they meey me..i was at 20floor..i thought i work at window east ,then later they told me at window west,the vip event,abit nervous..haha..zhen u then must take care of adam..cos he your hubby..lor..not mine..haha..u hard pain when u see him so tired right..haha..so tired yesterday ,although only doing drink server but stand too long..hehe..yesterday gd..

2006-11-10T23:30:00.000+08:00

oh my god ..today morning sick..wake up at 8.35..omg i m late..i m suppose to wake up at around 8am,and suppose to take lrt at 8.45..but i m sure late...no choice but to rush..feeling really tired,cos i had a very bad headache this morning...but still has to take the photoshop quiz..haha..i didnt study for that but dunno why i pass and get the highest ..so surprised...haha..but happy....
i didnt eat anything much in the afternoon,didnt has any appetite..only drink a mushroom soup..haha..i also fall alslp in my lesson..haha..after slp i feel much better..hehe..i must slp more cos tml has to work whole day..haha...jia you..slping soon haha...

2006-11-09T00:26:00.000+08:00

wow..it been a long time i has last blog my entries..this few week i had too much thing to do,plus i m having my olevel that period of time..finally i can blog again ..so happy..alot of thing is happening around..like i had just finish my olevel english and science...this time round english is ok..for chem is ok..but my physic is totally not ok..i comfirm i will fail..erm...let pray i could at least take 20 and above..mic is also working with me this sat..so excited for her...mic jia you...i will definitely help u de...haha....zhen is now preparing for her exam next week..so u also must jia you...for amy,congrate that u gt finally install your wireless le..haha..so happy for u ...hoho...everyone must jia you..and we must look forward to christmas day..haha...hope to find one day just one day to relax..haha....hoho..so happy...

2006-10-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

hai..today is very tired worx...haha..hai,i duno knw 15 yrs old cant work de..i thought it can work,dunno why my sis cannot work there..hehe..haha..time is constraint..really not enough time le..so sian also haha..hai..hope my olevel can pass faster..haha...

2006-10-29T23:49:00.001+08:00

2006-10-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

2006-10-27T20:01:00.000+08:00

today feeling a bit shocked ..knowing that he has came out of malaysia to singapore and starting working for maybe two weeks le..yet i dnt even knw..dunno knw how to describle my feeling now..but i know how important am i to him..or i can say not important at all,not even friend ba..haha..what else can i say now..except to step out of his shadow and thrown him far away from me..i m really to exhausted to think anymore..haha...i dnt to force anyone to do anything..hehe...i tell myself maybe i will fall in love with other soon or later..haha...it going to weekend le..but i still gt alot of thing to do..haha...no choice,no matter what must pull through this four months..haha...actually is not the full four months is busy,is the starting of this sem..cos i m retaking olevel,that why i gt alot of thing to do,plus i m now working,cos nobody support me lei..haha..today saw mic again,cos taking pant from her..haha..long time nv get a chance to meet up and eat...nvm let gather together this sun..hehe...today working again from 11am to night maybe 1am..ba..actually,it better for me to get occupied than nth to do..haha...sun meeting my babies to buy present..whole week is fully packed..haha..but only one day i will enjoy that is sun..haha...

2006-10-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

feeling very tired this few day..this is only week 2,and i m getting alot of test and project..hai..thought this sem would me better that last sem..but it is worse..haha..last sem,only the last one month to two month the i one day only can sleep for 3 or 4 hour,but this sem i start from week 2,is already like that..hai..how is it wonderful when someone would caring ask u r u tired today?come i take u for a walk ,or something that sweet...hai..but i knw i m daydreaming...nvm la,let me dream abit more..haha...so pai seh i alway bother zhen amy mic...sorry alway trouble u all..but really thank for all your help alway..tml is a long day for me..as it end at 5pm,then sat working FULL day..haha..sun i think need to go out buy chiu present..haha...hai,next week so many test also dunno how to start..dnt like my frie..all so selfish..only care for themselve..really dnt wan to get contact with them after i gaduarted.hai..hate the life now..i wan to get out of it...living in selfish world..haha..too tired must slp le..haha..c all my babies soon..

2006-10-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

haha..congrate to my baby 2 ..she finally can work with us le..haha..after going through ray training today..haha..although it 2hr but seem quite fast..haha..although he is going through something we always need to do in banquest but i learn something new about the glasses...oh there is still a few glasses i do not known and see before..baby 2 dnt be scared..we will be at your side and help u wan..haha..so happy that she can join us..although i know i has repeat this for thousand of time le but still wan to say...so happy four of us can work together plus my zhen mummy second husand that is adam..haha...i know today amy gt abit confusion about her name..cos i also dun know ray is calling who..haha..plus both of us wear spec de..sure cannot see who he is calling..haha...we also gt live demostration..haha..oh now then i know yesterday which is 22 of oct is alrebt birthday and hear that he really drunk alot in his party ..haha...ok today must rest le,cos too tired must slp then today gt energy to see my golden tortoise..haha...

2006-10-21T01:36:00.000+08:00

i m really stress since the ropen of sch..this sem is damn haer..almost all my module need two to four book..my german book is damn expensive 35 dollar one one..hai..and alot of module need to memorise wan..like gava,csharp..this time died le..both is all computer code..last sem only csharp almost kill me le..now gt two..hai..and the business informatics system need to do alot of practise..for my website design i already gt one indiviual assignment and one indiviual project le..then for my german i this time,i really need a very large brain..when writing essay i think i go find website translator to help me translate then i mermoise the whole essay..plus three more week is my olevel ..i dnt has much time for it..really hope to stop everything in my hand and concretrate my olevel..omg my nyaa...only gt 1 and half year to complete..but i still need to work,really hope to stop work,but who support my finanacial..within 12 day my bank drop by $300 hai..if this carry on i dnt think i can eat anything in sch,yesterday i draw $50 then today i stillneed to lend 50cent form my friend..hai...plus my sc friend is all so bad,when i miss lesson,they dnt help wan..all i can do is bite my tongue and pull through,try all the way to knw wht is happening in the last lesson i miss out de..cos poly friend is all like that..all put a fake face in front of them..hai how,so tired but no one can help.. so stressful...shoulder seem so heavy..

2006-10-21T00:22:00.000+08:00

haha..actually wht love is ?is a long time since i hear this word.it seem familar yet strange to me..maybe i has forgetten wht is was,how love feel like..since i step into poly,i has nv feel the feeling of falling in love..i dnt feel like i m a person,without any feeling for love...the world greatest thing..haha..m i pining on love,m i longing someone to dote me ,someone to protect me every now and then,someone listen to my problem in the middle of the night,someone would scolded me anrily when i feel sick or get hurt but will gently take care of me..haha..someone will bring me out to play and hold my hand tight,so that i feel sercure every moment..someone will cheer me up when i m sad,someone will joke to make me happy every moment..someone hold me tight when i seem the world is falling apart..haha..but i dnt think i m able to feel it anymore..haha..maybe i can only face homework but nth else...haha..but i feel very blessful when i m with my babies..haha..jia you hor..all babies..haha..

2006-10-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

hai..so sian..sch reopen for around two day le..but i still very moody,maybe due to the practical test i m having this thur ba.i m not prepared.totally not prepared.wei keat come and teach me this mon,but his attuide is bad.he is not prepared.then he is only wasting my time and his time.all his do is giving me excuse.wht i ask him he either say he forget or dunno.even when kok ho dunno he will go and find out and give me an answer but wht wei keat is doing is only wasting my time.i meet him 2 .45 then he come at 3 plus going to 4pm le.then he 5 plus must go to work.hai dunno say abt him,too long nv see my babies le.haha.after my exam must go see him.haha..scared..

2006-10-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

hehe..today i went to send shu zhen off ..becos she was going to cruise for three day and two night..haha...i knw she is very happy..haha..she was surprised that we go and send her ..she say she was even shocked that i meet her 9.00am to take the thing from her..then i was able to send her off at harbour front at 11am..haha..actually we was late ..but luckily thay 11.30 then go ..haha..we chat for quite long..zhen must take care hor..then...we went to a coffee shop to has our lunch and then we decided to go ar east to search for our shoes..we alight at plaza singapura..we walk for very long then reach far east..we walk and walk ..then finally i and amy bought our shoes at 29.90 each pair..but mic and eric has left before we actually reach far east..haha..after we buy finish our shoes..amy think of buying bag..but lastly she nv buy..haha..amy if wan to buy tell me ..then we go again..haha..mic u gt any promble..if gt must tell me also ...take care

2006-10-15T23:49:00.000+08:00

hehe..on the 13 oct ..in the morning i went to orchard with amy mic wei keat and eric to watch the movie the robbinhood..haha..it so funny ..in the ending..it was so touching...so i summaries the show was excellent haha...then after the movie we went to herione to walk walk ..haha..but we cannot find any clothes we like so we went to our next place ..that is >>>>>> BUGIS..we reach there around 3 plus..then we went to see our clothes and shoes..we walk and walk and walk to a shop to sameul and kelvin..lastly me and mic bought the same clothes at 20 dollar each..i like it very much..haha..after buying clothes i left with not much time..cos i m meeting kendict they all for a dinner at sakae sushi..haha..so in the end i didt manange to get any shoes in bugis..hai..so sad :C...oh no i going to be late le..meeting kendict at 6pm..but 5 plus i m still in the bus..not sure can i reach here by 6pm..haha..but luckily i m not late i reach there by 6pm..haha..but i didnt see kendict at the woodland conrol station lei..so i wait and wait..till around 6.15 then i sms kendict and ask him is he reaching..then he reply "cwp" i was stunt cos i not sure wht is that word,and i thought he might be one of the shop..so i went to the directory board to see which shop it might be..but i search and search and search..i cant find lei...then i ask him again the reply me at deflican there..so i wnt there..but canno find him..then he suddenly appeared behind me..scared me,then he introduce his wife to me.but his wife not joining us..haha..omg no one was here yet except me and kendict,so we went to buger king there sit down and chit chat for quite long then i knw cwp was causeway point..hai why i nv think of it lei..haha..no choice i m too clever le..then we they r still not here yet..so we decided to went up to sakae shushi there and to queue up first,kendict is gentleman..all the way he open the door for me haha..suddenly feel that y our class guy not like him lei....WA the queue was very long...but no long constance,michelle and siew chiang auntie come le..haha..finally..then we chat alot of thing..but zhen havent come ..cos she gt class till quite late..haha..we queue for quite long then we finally gt a place in saka sushi..we start eating ..it nice..suddenly hem come..then he talk to us.then i knw he so bad..haha..soon after hem come zhen also come le..cos in the first place we ask for 6 ppl sit ..but now hem suddenly come we not enough place but to squeeze together..so hot haha..no choice zhen has to squeeze with kendict michelle and constance they all..haha..when he go we are so relax..haha..we so bad right..haha..then we keep on chatting till the shop we are the last group in the shop le..haha..we quickly go out and everyone was about to go home..haha but before we went home we take a few picture ..haha..next time if has time then upload..haha..so happy ..

2006-10-12T00:36:00.000+08:00

feeling lonely and sad...life is not like in the past ..alot of the that happen in the past can never happen again ..and maybe u will nv seen it forever in your life again..i like my secondary sch life..cos u nv feel bored or alone..cos u has to spent alot of time on your studies but u r not alone fighting the battle..u will fight the battle with alot of your good friend ..although to u it a fierce battle.but every moment of your is fill with alot of laughter ,tear, joyful ..u will alway accompany by your friend every moment..but as time files u need to knw that good memories doesnt stay long..just a blink of time ..everyone graduate from secondary sch..everyone get to a course..everyone is post to a different sch...i m very delight that mic amy zhen ,the four of us still contact and will alway meet out together ..i knw i m bless..but i still feel sad at this moment..very sad..a bit of loneliness..i hope that all my time is fill alot alot of unfinish job that keep me busy all the time..to be honest i miss him alot alot..i m afraid to say this cause i scared i might cry till non stop,really hope that after my sch reopen i can use all my time on meaningful thing and not crying....zhen thank for your help always ..sorry to trouble u and your accompany..mic thank fo accompanying me and your help..amy thank for your acompany and help..sch going to reopen soon..in just a few day ..hope to c u soon...life will be totally bored without your..haha..thank..really love u all so much!!!

2006-10-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

hehe today finally gt the chance to rest for awhile le... i today too angry becos of that wei keat ..he didn mean to teach me even that he knw that my pratical exam is just around the concer ..he is too much..but this round believe me i was too tired to tell him wht to do ..i would do thing that r too much to him..just let our friendship drift away ba..
today going back to sch wit amy and kok ho ..cos kok ho is teaching me physic today next week will be my practical le..so scared lei..hope i can pass my science and english smoothly..hope zhen can pass his english with e mark she wanted,enjoy herself in the cruises..hope mic can beat all her "bad friend " in sch and get the best result..hope amy can get the thing and find her princ charming soon...and gd result..hope evryone find their happinesses soon and forever...thank kok ho and zhen for your help in science..thank so much..thank amy mic....for accompany and support.....thank everyone for your help..

2006-10-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

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so happy today cos i spent my whole evening wit my babies and babies husband and wei keat...mic ask us to join her to a babeque today..it is fun..when we first arrived they is not much ppl around..we sat down and put our thing on a bench and go help out ..we help to blow balloon and we help to make sandwich and buager...dnt ask me how it taste cos it comfirm nice and yummy..haha...the first few we make of course we eat ourselves..hehe...then we go and take other food like jelly sushi<>egg and alot and alot..we eat till our stomach wan to brust le..but we still carry on to enjoy the food...we eat and eat haha..we also gt go play game like cai deng mi..haha...all of us get the correct answer..haha..then after the lucky draw is finish then all of us go walk walk...we play candles firework take photo..and chit chat..we really enjoy the time very well..so happy to be with u all...i will remember the moment we spent together de..haha..

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but i feel abit disppointed ..i thought today he might come back..but in the end..all my thought is just fake..he didnt come back..but it alright..lif3 still carry on..hehe..i m alway stay happy ...and hope all my sister and i find their happiness and stay blessful forever,hope he can find his happinesses too..haha..gdnite!!

2006-10-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

haha..so happy yesterday i went to meet zhen at sp and today i see mic and amy...so happy..one more week and i wil start schooling again..so sad,i cant rest any more..and i will need to take my olevel practise two week later from now .abit worried but i will try my best ..hope that i can quickly finish my olevel english and my olevel science ...then i will has more time ..hehe..but if time pass too quickly then that mean i m getting older le..so sad also ..hai<>dnt knw wht i wan lei ..hai...let me consider le then tell u all..haha..

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tml is mooncake festival my sis told me that he maybe will come back..but i didnt pin much hope that he will come back cos i m already being deceived many time by the fake new each time..so happy tml i can spent my day with my babies ..babies two are going to bring us to barbeque..hehe..then we will going to play with candles and lantern...i m now wondering how wonderful it will be..haha..tml then tell your!!

2006-10-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

hehe...finally can rest after a day of work..it is not as tiring as the previous few day but i get scolded by two manager ..one is ray one is evil da i get scolded by ray is not my fault ..is all because of the other person..thing goes like this..i was given instructed by ray to standby with two glasses of champanio in my hand and when the mc finish the talk i was call to go up to the stage to presented this two glasses of champangio to the two person on the stage,there will be another person going up to stage with me..but because of long long waiting the person who are holding on to the bottle of the champangia ask me to put down first because it will be quite long before i need to presented ..so i put down it and the person take my champangion away and tell me that he will give me a new one later..i was shocked but has no choice cos he person has already taken my glasses away ..he tell me that he has already instructed the barman to pour for me before it start ..ok i believe him cos i has left with no choice..but when i ask the barman to pour for me as i was about to go out ..the barman actually tell me that he cant pour for me now,i was stunt and did not knw wht to do..so ray saw me holding two empty glasses he was shocked as ask me where the champangi go i wan to explain but didnt get the chance ..hai..so unlucky..it not my fault ...next is the evil da...he is really damn evil..cos i didnt knw that there is some food for mulism wan so i wanted to take .but he actually shouted in the canteen that i can take and tell me that the chinese food is at the other side...he is damn bad...he will be punished severely one day cos of his evil action and his evil heart...he bad treat ppl ..think that the part timer is his tool of work ..such as evil ppl will be punished.....hehe..dnt care le..relax..haha...

2006-10-02T00:27:00.001+08:00

haha..long time nv write le..cos this few day working continuely for a few day that why i dnt have the energy to online and write..sat function was tiring especially morning function...i was very tired after i served the morning wedding lunch then after the wedding i was called to moved very heavy thing like "piano " ...after that i m damn tired le...still gt one more wedding dinner at night i need to serve..my god...i dnt has any more energy but has to carry on...wanting to just sit down for 10hr and dnt wan to move.but i dnt has the choice ..hai..but surprisely the wedding the was not as tough as i think ..in fact it was relaxing..haha...at OT again..haha...but was easy so happy...finally can go home and rest after working fo so many day..i must slp until i regain my energy but how can i probe that i regain..i go zoo and see can kill one snake giraffe or wintermelon ant haha...

2006-10-02T00:27:00.000+08:00

yesterday i m deadbeat..i m really damn tired...although i nv work in morning but i just very tired lei..maybe long time nv do wedding lei..i m damn busy throughout the whole wedding..my table number is 13..is just nxt to VIP..feeling quite scared cos it the first time my table was so close to stage..(actually it next to the stage)..feeling a bit werid..then we wipe wipe wipe and wait wait wait..the door finally open..hai ..once the door open i then knw but table is 12pack(three special children,9 adult)..i need to quickly set up my own side station..when they say pickup le..i only pick up my flower but i forget my number tag...only until the last few course then i remember..hehe..it still there..i quickly but secretly go and take it ..hope no captain and manger saw it..finally we gt break in between i quickly go out and take a cup of lce water...i also go and take a pot of warm water so that later i can refill my table children who r having warm water..i must be extra careful..once i step into the ballroom to put my pot of warm water i m being call by ray to go up to stage to give them e championage with mei yin auntie ..he also beat my butt using e walkdoggy and he said to me "hey u assit VIP lei ,faster go up.."i was shocked then quickly go up ...then after i come down i still need to hold the flower till the bride and room give their parent..hehe..once everything is done then service start again but i havent pick up my food..luckliy i think ray gt help me and meiyin pick up orelse we died man..haha...but then i need to not only service my table i also need to help a girl who is first day here to service...that mean i need to service two time..TIRED...haha..but she also gt help me to clean..so happy when everything end..finally can rest awhile..."I GT OT" i and cindy was assigned out by ray to clear out the foyer ..gt alot of thing to do lei...haha..then after awhile around 12.10 me and amy was assigned to clear yp the office..it is really in amess..dnt knw where to start with..hehe..me and amy only manage to clear half of the place..but another half we dunno knw how to clear..and duno knw which one is "wanted"and "unwanted"wan..hai..no choice when ray come in he ask all the staff to clear together and everything is done in 10 min..hehe.i m too slow..but luckily ray didnt scolded us..but i feel quite bad...hope i can do something correctly next time..hehe..haha...go home and slp..no ,no more extra energy to online le..haha

2006-09-23T03:37:00.000+08:00

hehe...today working is not bad...i e morning i do buffet..it is a easy job..not tough at all...nice...e reason dnt tell u all...haha..tonight is ra function..i knw i did alot of wrong thing tonight but he didnt scolded me lei...he teach me how to do some of the thing ...hehe,e whole function ws quite relax..haha...i clear e jap cup...there is alot of it..haha...then clear e ballroom..then do some setup..i wan given instruction to do foyer ..actually nv do that before feeling scared..luckily a auntie came and help me...after everything i feel a bit guity toward ra cos keep doing e wrong thing..haha..happy for zhen cos she pass her theory test jia you for e nxt test..mic anything talk to me..hehe..amy so happy to work with u ..haha..dnt think i dnt knw u kep on staring at e jap man hor!!haha joking la..hehe..gdnite everyone..

2006-09-21T20:07:00.000+08:00

today actually i didnt do much of the thing just tidy up my room and accompany my mom to plaza...hehe..later i must go and study le,my physic and chem..hehe...just now that amy and mic found a new job..happy for them ..but they abandon me..let me work alone in four season,so sad...haha..so bad..haha..nvm la..happy for them ..today need to work le so today must has a early slp...

2006-09-20T23:08:00.000+08:00

today feeling so wonderful...cos we has a gathering at east coast....so nice to be with my babies...so long nv go out with them le ...especially east coast....i miss my sea so much....i miss e sound of e sea..haha..the blue clear sky...so happy..we ride bicycle for the whole day..but in between iwe went to drink sugarcane for two time and eat the fries for$2 hehe...and after the whole day i found out that my skin colour is different from the skin that hide inside my clothes...haha...zhen fri driving test jia you lei..dnt worry do your best can le...so sad cos three more week i m going to start sch le...so sian lor...nvm after sch reopen i can still go find my babies we r free....hehe...jai you jia you!!!

2006-09-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

today feeling quite tired feel like sleeping all e way ..haha..just wake up not long ago...zhen must take care of yourself hor..mic seem very happy today..amy so firece..

today go to orchard with mic and amy ..actually plan to watch a movie but we choose and choose still cant find a movie that interested us wan..so in ed we went to pastamania to has pasta and a pizza..yummy yummy...nice..i at till till very fill,i think for e next few day can eat lesser..hehe..and today kw mic and amy result so good ...hehe..zhen also ver good lor..hai..i m quite scared ..dunno wht i will get..the most important thing is i dnt need to retake my paper ..cos very ma fa..hehe...jia you!!

2006-09-14T01:47:00.000+08:00

today is abit unlucky..get scolded by a" "it his fault for blaming me...but nvm he is a" #@%$$#@ "...he is bad and no brain...hehe...working is like this..but just i just feel that life is really bored except something working becos we can see and has fun in some of the event(and need to see we work with who)...hehe..actually i dnt knw how to describle my feeling now ...but i hop3 to find my prince charming now hehe...

2006-09-13T00:01:00.000+08:00

today is wei keat birthday we help him to celebrate in afternoon 2pm at lot1..but before that me zhen amy go studium....guess wht we do they? hehe me go gym..and amy zhen go swimming...very sian without mic accompany..hehe...nvm next time then u come and join us..haha...after eating with wei keat we go to sim lim square to my laptop....So excited ...i have been waiting for these day very long le...finally gt my own laptop...dnt need to depend on "them(p)"hehe...thank all my baby1 baby2 and baby4,wei keat kok ho for accompany to buy laptop...and pai seh need u all to help me to carry my thing....really thank zhen to carry e printer from bugis to my house ...sorry to trouble u ...thank mic ..amy... zhen.... kok ho..... wei keat...thank....so happy tml can explore my new laptop....

2006-09-10T15:41:00.000+08:00

i m really very tired this few day ..working almost more than 12 hour a day ..feeling pain on my hand le...cos hold on to e tray too long plus yesterday e whole night i m taking e heavy sliver tray..my hand is really in pain..hehe...but now i can rest for awhile le....can sleep more hour this few day le cos i m not working that much next week ..going to study everyday when i m not working cos i knw i m short of time ..hehe...hai..and i also has to do nyaa also...my time really packed...hehe..mic r u feeling ok...actually life is like this, fate is in your hand ...this mean your whole life lie on u..u can do anything u wan do whatever u like,cos this is your life...dnt make yourself sad..u will feel sad becos other make u sad,this is yout life not their life..think postively,u live just for once,u will nv knw this whole life it will be...and no one will know but u can create e life u wan..ya u has no way to control fate,u dnt knw when it come or it will gone but u r e one who will be creating it...one time fail nv mean u fail everytime it only mean this might not belong to u..now dnt think anymore..tml we go to beach and enjoy ourselves..let every sad thing blow off with e wind..ok?amy i knw u too long nv work le so feel very tired nvm la,now u work as partime only nextime,u can enjoy le do easy job...hehe...zhen paiseh ar,u gt so many thing too do yet ask u to help me with my chemistry...really thank for your help... i knw that i alway wan to work alot,not i wan..becos i just wan to earn more now cos i hope that it is enough for my next half month expense in poly...so really paiseh..hehe..zhen jie u also take care ar...rest well...dnt tired yourself ...

2006-09-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

today i m feeling good cos after a few day of hard work i finally can sleep as much as i can...i sleep alot today but still feel very sleepy now cos i has lose too much slp le...hehe..nvm this week gt alot of time to sleep le..i m waiting mic my baby2 to join us..work...so excited to knw that mic can join us...hehe...hehe..now need to start my science revision le...if not no time le..hehe...

2006-09-03T01:48:00.000+08:00

today it is damn tired...cos walk too much and carry too much heavy thing...start to dislike to do ja function cos he is damn bad...nv let us tried ...but nvm since he is like this then i wnt bother abt him...pray hard wnt do his function.."bad man"..but nvm..e good guy will have alot of good thing happening to them de...i believe ..cos they r good ppl who help ppl alot...bad ppl surely get bad thing happening to them de...haha...ok too tired ..need a good sleep ..and sweet dream..haha...thank alot for ppl helping us so much...

2006-09-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

today feeling so tired ...cos work from 10am to 7.30pm..long hour ..hehe...sometime in the night really did miss him...but dnt worry i really let go le..wht i miss is e moment we had...cos i has alot of my baby encouraging me...wht now i need to do is work study and enjoy e time i have with my baby1 baby2 baby4..hehe..i was quite tired so gg to slp soon cos tml morning still has to go to work at 11am ..hehe...gdnite...

2006-08-31T22:46:00.000+08:00

today i wake up very early in the morning cos today is teacher's celebration..we went back to sch at around 10am....but remember i has a talk with wei at 9am..actually the result i m not sure whether are we back to normal again...but i think i need to cool down for two or three day first then i think i can try to go back to normal..haha...i think on our way to sch our first think in mind is to think of wht we should eat later ..cos all of us miss our secondary sch food..it very nice....but mic...u ok ma?bear for afew day then u can join us to work..le...then we can chat alot of thing..haha..jia you for all my baby1,baby2,baby4...jia you!!!!

today afternoon i accompany zhen to sp first then meet amy at cck to go to my house...then jas join in...after resting for awhile till 5 something then we go bbp mc to study for my chem..zhen teach me and jas dar...hehe..actually quite tired today so wht i need to do is slp...hehe...gdnite all my baby....

2006-08-31T02:25:00.000+08:00

i m really tired today...although e whole function is not tough but is the work after the function make me feel tired ...need to carry alot of table lei..cos today no guy working...hehe...i really give up hope on wei keat ..at this point he still think is all my fault,and he is not in wrong..all say that i m too much to treat him in this way...now really wan to beat him up in my dream...i knw i did my best as a friend yet he still didnt realize his mistake.. i m not wanting to be unreasonable or to make thing difficult for all my baby 1,baby2, baby4 ..but i wan him to understand that if he carry on in this way he will surely be in deep trouble one day..i knw i did my best..tml is having a talk with him...feel very uncomfortable cos had to see him...the thing i hate is i say all the thing in front of him tell him e truth..but in front of me..he just only knw how to say "nth " u wnt understand de"..all sort of bullshit...and behind me he decrible to my baby how bad m i...this time he is really too much...i give up on him...

2006-08-30T00:43:00.000+08:00

should i or should not

thinking for very long time....am i treating wei keat very badly?but u knw wht...he really changed into another person le...not e wei keat i knew in the past le..in e past he nv shoot me...when we say that he is wrong he will alway say is he mistake and say sorry to us...but is truely he mistake that y we say him..we didnt mean to bully him cos he is e only guy in our group...but now he is really different...whenever i tell him that is his mistake he will shoot me back ...and say alot of thing to prove that is " me " who done e wrong thing..but is his mistake ..i will not blame everything to him if is not his mistake de...he done alot of unforgivable to me...actually i dnt knw will i or not forgive him...he make be VERY VERY VERY angry...but i will think carefully ..not becos of him is becos of all my baby1 and baby2 baby4...i knw they dnt like to c us in this way...

2006-08-29T15:05:00.000+08:00

h3he...so happy...
just finish my nyaa(badminton & gym) feel more refreshing cos just now keep feeling so sleepy...hehe...i didnt do much exercise cos it too hot there...feeling like i m in e oven...but two hour later ..me gg to buy teacher present..so happy i can see my baby 1..baby 2..baby 3...and baby 4..hehe...so gd..can bully them..hehe..c i so gd..hehe..i wnt bully them de..cos i m gd sis...hehe..c u all later..

2006-08-28T09:17:00.000+08:00

fIn@lly i can i can rest now..i m so tired the past few days..although i only work for two days but it really very tiring maybe i has too long nv work le....but becos of$$$$$$ nvm bear for awhile...hai...h3h3.....

but the most happy day is when my sis come to my house to ton...cos we play and chat...although we didnt really chat alot in e night cos everyone is tired...but we sure find one days out to has a chit chat de..hehe..waiting for that days to come..haha..and we havent go to zoo yet...must book one day for it...haha...

2006-08-26T11:02:00.000+08:00

Hi Hi....this is e firSt time i M wRiTINg herE...i m SAYING hi To mic @my ZheN...